Since last week I have had sleep problems. The period hasn't come for two months. I am about to start a fight with the young people that always gather outside my windows. It looks like before drawing the outer world I have to look inside first.
和小蕙談過之後,我發現我當學生和工作的人格真的很不同,現在我又回到那個很孤獨的學生身份,儘管我不想,我已經被訓練成要很有戰鬥力,而為了競爭,通常在班上我是沒有很多朋友的,我想該是大人的我和我心裡從小孤單的我和解的時候了。
After having talked with Hui, I realize that my personalities of being a student and a teacher are extremely different. Now I am back into the role of the lonely student. I was trained to be very competitive, which has become such an inveterate part of me. And that means I have to give up being friends with my classmates. Maybe it's time for the adult me to be reconciled with the childhood me now.
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