On the defense / 心防

這週終於要開始新的繪本計畫，本來有點不知如何起頭，不過因為主角是武士，我請男孩們擺出各種姿勢讓我拍照。有趣的是，兩個人搶著當武士，尤其是楷維，不太喜歡當受害者，我只好親自示範，最後大家玩得不亦樂乎。

I am finally starting my new picture book project this week. I was kind of at a loss, but since the main character is a warrior, it occurred to me that I could ask the boys to pose for me. Interestingly, they both fought to be the warrior, especially Kai. However, I needed the reference of victims as well. In the end I had to demonstrate in person, and we really had a blast.

今天一整天讀了關於心防的故事，接到的電話也有關心防的故事。有人放下了，有人正在掙扎，心防和喜不喜歡一個人是沒有關係的，就是情份未到，我都明白。但不論如何，我要當我漂亮的、開朗的、平靜的36歲女生。

I read a story about being on the defense, received a phone call about being on the defense today. Someone let down the wall, while someone else is still struggling. We might like a person while being on the defense against him or her. It's just that we do not know each other well yet. I understand it all, but whatever your problem is, I will go on being a beautiful, extrovert, and peaceful 36-year-old big girl.