Headache / 頭痛

頭痛是我今年的關鍵字，雖然醫生說是生理原因，但鼓隊打起來的時候還是忍不住想是不是也有心理因素。

"Headache" is my word of the year. Though the doctor confirmed that it should be attributed to the hereditary factor, I sometimes can't help wondering if I have imposed too much pressure on myself. 

        要送走2016年之前又發了一場頭痛，腦裡的鼓隊打的節拍越來越密集，他們說：不要再鑽牛角尖那些無謂的小細節，數我們的節奏！！！ 

     Before seeing 2016 off, I suffered from another headache. The beats of the drummer intensified with time passing. The thunderous music screamed, "Forget all about your obsessions with the insignificant trifles. Focus on us!" 

        軍隊離開的隔一天，我全身上下變得很柔和，為自己還舒服地活著這件事感到喜悅，沒有精力想不重要的瑣事，到辦公室做的第一件事是塗鴉。

     The next day after the drummers left, I softened from head to toe, feeling acutely the joy of living without physical pain. I couldn't afford to give thought to what had been bothering me anymore. And surprisingly, the first thing I did when arriving at the office was doodling. 

        真好，這一年結束之前，我突然明白頭痛的意義了。

     How nice that I have finally figured out the meaning of a headache before the year ends.