power of love / 愛的力量

這兩天有種被冷不防打了幾拳的感覺，胸口悶悶的，喘不過氣來。平常小方跺腳生氣的時候，我只覺得他發脾氣的樣子很可愛，請他冷靜，不過這一次我居然跺腳跺得比他還大聲，他看了看我，說：你不要肝火那麼旺嘛！聽著我的台詞他嘴巴裡說出來，我甚麼也不能做，只能開心地大笑。

These two days I had the suffocated feeling of being hit in the chest when I was off guard. I couldn’t breathe smoothly. Whenever Von stomps his feet to show his anger, I only find him and the way he expresses himself adorable. My typical reaction is asking him to cool down. But this time I chose to stomp my feet harder than he did. He took a look at me, saying, “Push down the bile!” Hearing my line being stolen, I couldn’t do anything but laugh heartily.

隔了一晚，第二天早晨我在浴室裡時，他在外面問我忙甚麼，我隨口回答在想事情，他說：不要再想了，頭髮會變白的，我打開門問他是誰教他的，他說：是我們去買麵的時候，你和我說的！

The following morning when I was in the bathroom, he asked at the door what I was up to. I threw a casual answer at him, telling him that I was thinking. He then replied, “Don’t rack your brain anymore. You’ll get gray hair.” I opened the door to ask him who had taught him the line. He said, “You said that on our way to the noodle stall once!”

很久沒有這種無法還手的沮喪感，可是我感受到自己給過小方的力量，又溫暖地流回到我身上，應該不是每個人都知道要這樣愛別人的吧！還有很多身邊的人用言語鼓勵我，我要放下昨天和之前的一切，抬頭挺胸地往前進！

To be honest, I haven’t felt the kind of frustration in not being able to hit back. But the warm power I gave to Von flows back to me. Not everyone knows how to love others in this way. Besides, many people shower me with encouraging words. I am going to put down yesterday and everything before that and take giant stride forward into another beautiful day!