God says.../上帝說

到了這個年紀，我對許多事情都不再去尋尋覓覓答案了，因為答案未必存在，或者答案是傷人的，所以我淡然處之。不過往往在我已經遺忘或不期待之際，答案便從天上掉下來，這就是生命好玩的地方啊！

At my age, I have stopped looking for answers to many puzzles. After all, they do not necessarily exist, or they might hurt my feelings. I've learned to take life easy. However, right when I have left behind those old stories, not on the lookout for any surprise, the answers will fall from the sky. I think this is one of the most interesting parts about life...

一個答案出現後，清明的狀態也許只持續數天或數周，再來的是新的問題，然後我有可能在混沌裡打滾好一陣子，左思右想上帝的意旨，卻始終找不到出路。

After an answer emerges, the state of clairvoyance might last no longer than a few days or a few weeks. What follows is a new enigma. I might wallow for a long while in churning waters, guessing God's intent, only to end up nowhere.

所以，我不問了。就算我被包圍在重重的謎當中，我也不傷腦筋。我就享受那不明的曖昧，順著路一直前進，我想，有一天我終究會看穿上帝的心思。

So I've come to the conclusion--stop making any hypothesis. Even when enveloped in layers of enigmas, I don't rack my brains. I should enjoy the beauty of ambiguity along the way when I move ahead. I believe one day, I'll get to read God's mind...