Blessings / 祝福

忙了好一陣子，到身心可以鬆懈的時候，心裡的魔鬼都跑出來，我花了兩天整理我的內在，和渴望說再見，今天又回到正面平靜的我。

After being busy for a while, the demons in me were all released since they knew I wouldn't be able to fight them given my mental and physical exhaustion. It took me two days to cleanse my inner self. I pulled myself together to say goodbye to my desires and longings. Today I am finally myself again. 

昨天在龍山寺看到一張很美的臉，群眾們誦經時，有位先生完全沈浸在歌唱之中，滿臉盡是喜樂。

Yesterday I spotted a very beautiful face in Long-shan Temple. When the followers were reciting the incantations, a man was totally lost in singing with joy written all over his face. 

我也有低落沮喪想逃的時候，但是我知道最後我都會回到自己身邊，坦然面對生活裡的各種場面。有時候我也想，我是不是太坦然太刺眼，別人我是不知道，不過對我來說，誠實和寬容才是王道。　

There are moments when I am frustrated and upset. There are times when I feel like fleeing. But I know in the end I will come back to myself and face every challenge in life. Sometimes I wonder if I am too honest and if my honesty is too much for others to bear. I don't know about others, but for me, honesty and magnanimity rule.

別人有太多我沒有的幸福，與其讓忌妒擋在我們之間，我選擇打開雙臂送上我的祝福。

Others have too much happiness that I don't, but instead of letting jealousy stand in our way, I choose to open up my arms and offer my sincerest blessings....