CHANGE / 改變

在年紀很小時，我就知道自己是個小眾的人，我不擅長也不喜歡和一大群人相處，有時幾乎近於自閉，但是和我熟悉的朋友都了解，我對人和人之間的互動很敏感，也很容易受人的情緒影響，所以我的故事主題都以人為主，去旅行也不放過觀察陌生人，看電影也絕不看人以外主演的作品，我一直以為自己會這樣走下去。

Since I was little, I've known that I don't go for crowds. I am not fond of nor good at being with a large group of people. Sometimes I am nearly autistic. But people who know me well are aware of the detail that I am very sensitive to the interaction among individuals. I am also easily influenced by people's feeling. That is why practically all of my stories centered around humankind. I was constantly observing strangers when traveling. I never watched films without any real human actors. I thought I wouldn't change all my life.

最近對人很失望，我對人的大小惡心理都有個譜，但是卻沒有想到親身遇到時，感覺真的很糟，積極陽光如我，也因此有些心灰意冷，暫時我不想看那些黑暗。

Lately I've been very disappointed with mankind. I heard about all kinds of human vices and believed that I was always ready for the worst. But hell no, they are so much worse when you are confronted by them. Optimistic as I am, I can't but kind of despair. For the moment, I refuse to look at the dark and evil in the face.

以前我不喜歡小動物，看到狗便花容失色，現在我倒覺得牠們坦白直率地可愛，目前我的最愛Shorty，看到新朋友，忍不住熱情地衝向前去，又親又舔的，把對主人的記憶拋到九霄雲外，不過看著主人要離開時，又很不要臉低著頭的跟在屁股後，那般善變真是明白啊！但是當牠不顧一切地撒起嬌來，牠的不守規矩也被主人拋到九霄雲外，和狗相處，頭腦的神經沒必要繞一大圈，舒服又自在。

I didn't like little animals. I would scream and run when seeing dogs when I was a kid. Now I find their frankness to be quite adorable. My current favorite, Shorty, never leaves a stranger without a stain of saliva on his/ her arm. It is so passionate about new people that I doubt if it still remembers who its owners are. Yet when the latter are about to go, Shorty does not forget to follow them, shamelessly with its head lowered. Its fickleness is so direct and obvious. On the other hand, the owners do not hesitate to forgive it when Shorty falls all over them and asks for love like sweet babies. Being in the company of a dog, one does not have to rack his brain. Life is so easy and carefree.

等我年紀大了，看透了人的爛把戲，我也要養一條狗，過著我的簡單生活，別人看到我們會說：「啊，那個帥氣的單身女郎和她的愛狗‧‧‧」

When I get so old and see through all the dirty tricks of human beings, I want to raise a dog and live my simple life away from all that sucks. Others will remember us as the dashing-single-girl-and-the-dog pair…